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Some Pretty Dark Thoughts

by The Highsides

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1.
Starved 03:34
STARVED Verse 1 I’ve been spending most my week alone with my thoughts Watching rich textured art films and rehearsing the plot Most of my life has been this one big embarrassment Eating take-out food and watching the reruns Pre chorus All I know is this fucking shit Can someone teach me how to live? Chorus So, drop the anchors hit the floor Don’t stop the snow from barricading the front door Just top me up, this sober trains gone long enough If the whiskey doesn’t stop the bleeding The cuts not deep enough Verse 2 I take a taste of my own medicine Had a couple extra pills for dinner I’m throwing up on the floor of the bedroom My sheets stained; my brains sprayed On the roof of the apartment so Pre chorus So damn young, so damn dumb This was over long before it even begun Chorus Drop the anchors hit the floor Don’t stop the snow from barricading the front door Just top me up, this sober trains gone long enough If the whiskey doesn’t stop the bleeding The cuts not deep enough Bridge I’m feeling hungry I’m feeling angry I’m feeling something that I’ve got to hold onto My stomachs empty Youve escaped me Holding on to something that is rotting Chorus So, drop the anchors hit the floor Don’t stop the snow from barricading the front door Just top me up, this sober trains gone long enough If the whiskey doesn’t stop the bleeding The cuts not deep enough
2.
Never Coming Home Verse 1 Like sand you fall You fall so slow (How are these lies, Holding up for you) Your skins so pale Just like a ghost (Take it from me, Take it, take it from me) The waters cold but not as cold These crooked teeth it’s all your fault I should have known, how could i know You would have stole all of my thoughts Chorus You can go, you can go Take everything you want from me cuz its all my fault Do I really want to know what you did? Paint it out for me, hang it on my wall You can go, you can go Take everything you want from me cuz its all my fault I’m mapping out a path and I’m never coming home Verse 2 I feel the force of this crushing weight And I don’t blame you that you couldn’t stay Cuz you’re creeping in And I’m so jaded I couldn't stand just to see your face A second look is something I can’t take Cuz my minds fading I’ve been persuaded Chorus You can go, you can go Take everything you want from me cuz its all my fault Do I really want to know what you did? Paint it out for me, hang it on my wall You can go, you can go Take everything you want from me cuz its all my fault I’m mapping out a path and I’m never coming home
3.
Bad News 02:28
Bad News Verse 1 I’d rather black out and relapse Then remember your ass Or pretend you give two fucks for the night All I’m left with is zero You’re some morbid hero Your disregard cuts like a knife Pre Chorus Its crazy to think That I once cared what you thought of me I don’t know what came over me Now I Need a drink To wash away these fucking memories To act like you don’t bother me Chorus You weren’t all bad news As you dressed my wounds You were just my muse With these cold dead hands We can just pretend Be fair-weather friends Verse 2 Keep it up like you did for the last 6 months A fucking thief robbery and I’m god damn done If you should me the means, to be a terrible being Ill compare my wrist to yours You’re playing dumb like you did nothing wrong tonight Your hands are bloody coming home from a knife fight I hope this life sentence is worth it Chorus You weren’t all bad news As you dressed my wounds You were just my muse With these cold dead hands We can just pretend Be fair-weather friends
4.
H.F.N.Y 03:43
HFNY (Happy Fucking New Year) Verse 1 December’s snow is melting Who was I before the drugs? Your online vanity makes me insane Spent so much time on That hand me down furniture Remembering you on that summer day From house to house From car to car And I’ll start over with a coat of paint But today I fell, fell apart And I can’t wait till I forget your name Chorus Just go, move slow And don’t look back cuz you might trip Just go, move slow And don’t look back cuz you might trip Verse2 Just give it up so we don’t talk about it Let’s talk about it I’m talking ‘bout you, so you’ll be old news And do you really give a fuck about it I fucking doubt it Yeah ill forget you Can’t wait till I do So, bury me, bury me Away from all of this Away from all your shit Chorus Just go, move slow And don’t look back cuz you might trip Just go, move slow And don’t look back cuz you might trip
5.
Liar 03:26
Liar Verse You might just be, the greatest thing I’ve ever seen, Feels like a dream Pinch me I’m back, no beauty queen I just got sacked, by my own team Pre Chorus You’re Just a dime a dozen A lush that means nothing A simple mind, dressed up as a prize Nothing short but a short-lived life Maybe I should take my own advice Chorus You’re just a liar Nothing more than a trick You’re just a liar You make me sick, sick, sick Verse Beauty and smarts, funny yet snarky Made quite the team, not what it seems Flip it around, talk shit and make up Feel ridiculed, Feels kind of cruel Pre Chorus You’re just a misdemeanour, a minor leaguer To find your way, it’s a dead cliché A packed suitcase to take you miles away Whoever thought that, that would be okay Chorus Liar Nothing more than a trick You’re Just a liar You make me sick, sick, sick
6.
A Cardboard Cut-Out Verse 1 I don't know what to say I don't know what to do I’m fucking pulling out my teeth As I’m crawling back to you I was your terrible disguise You were my favourite place to hide And now I’m crossing out my eyes And now I’m crossing out Chorus All these lies that keep us torn apart The record skips and replays from the start And all we know is what we've come this far Verse 2 I'm replaying all the things I said wrong They won’t save face now If I could go back in time, change what’s done Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll stay gone Chorus All these lies that keep us torn apart The record skips and replays from the start And all we know is what we've come this far
7.
Sorry About The Mess Intro I thought I knew you, but I never really knew you that well Verse 1 You’re so good at pretending, cuz you’re not who you say All the lies and deceiving, were you ever really honest anyway That sugar-coat interested not in the least Will you swim from the bottom? Hope you sink, as I tie down your feet I hope you choke Chorus So, don’t carry me home, carry me So don’t, carry me home, carry me Verse 2 I don’t want to remember our first time With your dark eyes In a dark room, with no mattress Think it felt right Ill forget soon I don’t want to remember the good times Want to help me, try to help you Such a mistake You’re a blank sheet an old tattoo Chorus So, don’t carry me home, carry me So don’t, carry me home, carry me
8.
Disaster Piece Verse 1 You sat me down and said you wanted to be friends That the jig was up 6 months of lies Instead of being honest, Why the fuck would be honestly Ill pretend to be okay, so I said Forgive me and forget that sour taste You left in my mouth and all over Misplaced my sympathy As you're walking out on me and all our dreams All our dreams Chorus And I won’t leave this disaster And you won’t leave this bastard I know it'll never be the same Verse 2 I'm moving up, you're moving out of my damn place I hope you drag your feet to your new destination To nowhere, cuz you’re fucking up out there You're just a ghost A fucking ghost I saw it coming, how could I not look at your face These past 4 years were just a fucking waste of Time, I’m giving in, to all the drugs I should have did How could I know, I should have known Chorus And I won’t leave this disaster And you won’t leave this bastard I know it’ll never be the same And I won’t leave this disaster And you won’t leave this bastard I know it’ll never be the same

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released February 14, 2020

All Song written and recorded by The Highsides
Tracked at Raincity Recorders
Engineered and Mixed by: Matt Roach
Produced by: The Highsides and Matt Roach

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